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boston polymaths application questions

What diverse interests have you explored in the arts, humanities/social sciences, AND sciences, and how do they influence each other in your life?

It has to be all three, otherwise don’t apply.

At least two paragraphs is necessary. But we love the people who basically write essays of their projects, interests and ideas 🫶

In high school, I was awarded the Frank Hawkins Kenan Medal which is given to “a member of the senior class who demonstrates leadership and outstanding achievement in academics, athletics and the fine arts.” Ever since I can remember, I’ve had an uncontainable range of interests and always been very hesitant to sacrifice any of these interdisciplinary passions.

I knew going into my undergraduate studies at the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill that I wanted to continue growing in all the different areas I cared about. This is why I decided to double major in computer science and philosophy, while also pursuing a minor in music and playing cello in the UNC Symphony Orchestra. When I left UNC, I had a plan: I wanted to work in tech for a few years to gain that experience, learn as much as I could, and stabilize that as a career option to potentially come back to. But, after a few years, I would branch out and continue exploring my other passions, namely in philosophy, social impact, and music. I didn’t know what that second phase would be, but I knew that I wouldn’t be satisfied with a life that was spent working in tech without pursuing these other paths that I had dreamed about since high school.

After UNC, I worked at IBM for a year in Austin, Texas. Ironically, this was a place where probably my passion for music grew more than my passion for tech. I enjoyed working at IBM, but it’s also where I first grew to love country western music and gain more ideas about the kinds of music I could make. For my career, I felt that at IBM I was not learning and growing as quickly as I wanted to, so I began looking for new opportunities after about 9 months there. This is when an old friend reached out saying they were looking for an engineer to join them at their startup in San Francisco.

When I moved to Hive AI in 2014, I was the third full time employee. During my time at Hive, I helped to grow the company from six employees to over 150. I transitioned from being a lead engineer to a manager of multiple cross-disciplinary teams spanning engineers, designers, and product managers. I learned an immense amount about how to manage teams in stressful environments, how to balance the need to move quickly with the goal of creating an enjoyable and healthy work environment. With the confidence of the founders, I was able to explore unique product ideas and grow my skills as a leader.

Despite this accelerated learning at Hive, after about four years there I began thinking about what was next. I still had my goal to exercise my other creative, philosophical, and impact-oriented passions, and the all-encompassing work of being at a start-up was not allowing me to pursue these alongside my professional work. It took me another two years to finally go part-time, partially because I needed that time to discover how I wanted to work towards those other goals, and partially because I needed to save up the money to exercise my equity with the company. The financial dream always was that if I could stop worrying about money one day (or at least worry less), I could focus 100% on the uniquely good work that I could do in all the different areas of my life.

As I prepared to go part-time at Hive, I re-examined what it was I loved about philosophy and what kind of impact I wanted to have with the rest of my career. I decided I need to do more experiments with my life. In 2020, I went part-time and worked on election canvassing in North Carolina and Georgia, looking for the highest-impact way to turn-out marginal voters in important districts for the election and the senate run-off. It was during these years that I also discovered how much I loved cities, and how much unrealized potential we have in so many of our urban environments. That is why I joined the durham bicycle and pedestrian advisory commission and was elected as chair in 2023. I wanted to see what local government could do to improve our built environment, and learn more about how these systems operate and how they might be improved.

It was these experiences that led me to MIT where I know am pursuing an MS in system design and management, and an MS in urban studies and planning.

This has been mostly a narrative of how I got to where I am today, but let describe a bit of how I think about the span of things I care about.

A few years ago, I began organizing my projects and ideas on a “ triangle of ends”. The three corners of this triangle are

Beauty (Art)

Well-being (Impact)

Truth (Philosophy)

I tend to move around this triangle, and whenever I spend too long on a project that is focused on only corner, I begin to crave work in the other areas. I have also organized my 12 favorite problems roughly into these three categories, though I do see them more as spectra than as discrete categories.

I will briefly go over some of the ideas and projects that I have felt most passionate about over the last few years.

friendly utilitarianism. I appreciate how Open Philanthropy and other impact-optimizing organizations think about these the variables of importance, neglectedness, and tractability to determine where they should focus resources for greatest marginal impact. How can we use utilitarian and consequentialist thinking to improve the way our institutions operate? Relatedly, how can I think about the way I proceed with my own work in this way? This thinking has led me to one of the core questions I try to ask about my work: can anyone else do what you do better than you?

joyful environments. I believe there is a type of joy that is unlocked in immersive, well-designed environments that is under-valued and under-realized. Often this joy is associated with playful, themed, or narrative environments (e.g. theme parks), but there’s also a lot of joy that is created in more subtle but still well-designed spaces. I believe we can do a lot better than we currently do in unlocking this joy for individuals, groups, and for families. I am extremely interested in understanding how to make this kind of joy more pervasive, This was the main reason I started my project mix, an augmented reality public art and creative experiences platform. I wanted to use what I was an expert in, building mobile experiences, to see if I could quickly bring to life a vision of a new way of interacting with our shared spaces and built environment.

Walkability and transit. Urban morphology plays an enormous role in our public health and safety, another phenomenon that I believe is under-appreciated (despite a seeming rise in interest in this area over the last few years). This to me is one of the most important truly political problems of our era that is not at the level of an existential crisis (ie climate risk, AI risk, nuclear risk, and disease prevention). Because of that, I believe it receives less focus than it should, and is also an avenue where so many lives can be saved (e.g. car deaths still leading killer of <25 year olds in the US).

Epistemology and category theory. Besides ethics, my philosophical interests have always lied in trying to find the underlying “physics” of how we think. This is partially why I always fascinated by computer science, and from there my interest in functional programming lead me to category theory. I am super interested in continuing to explore what fundamental concepts make up our thoughts, our language, and the systems that we build as humans. Additionally, I would consider myself a bayesian and believe we can do a lot to improve the way we think about the world by adopting a probabilistic, bayesian-oriented lens on reality. This interest has also been connected to my interest in synthesizing knowledge and knowledge graphs generally, and is why I have been publishing a subset of my personal notes on my website (denizaydemir.com).

Effortless action interfaces. Use just-in-time interfaces and ideas like spaced repetition to have technology truly feel like an extension of our minds, complementing the way we think naturally instead of requiring us to adapt to the technology. This is interesting for learning and productivity purposes, and especially so when we start considering what is possible with spatial interfaces blending with the natural spatial reasoning that our minds are already very good at.

Making music. I have a love and passion for so many different types of music, so while I’m still an amateur I’ve recorded multiple demos with a singer friend and we are planning to release our first couple tracks this summer.

What extensive project(s) have you done that you are most proud of? Tell us about them!*

At least two paragraphs is necessary.

Probably the biggest project I took on in my technical career was building an app called Kiwi during my early years at Hive AI. It was one of those textbook examples of working late into the night, finding your flow state as you became an expert at using the tools you needed, and building out a product in record time.

From there, I believe the biggest non-technical project during my time at Hive was building out the whole product called Outlet, a discount marketplace product. Organizing the team of 10 engineers, designers, and managers was a new kind of challenge that taught me a lot about how to create and lead effective teams.

MIX, my augmented reality public art and creative experiences app is the first full project that I did completely on my own. Inspired solely by my desire to see a future that doesn’t exist yet, I didn’t want to sit around wait for someone else to try it. I developed the full frontend and backend, and have since been working to see if I can turn this project into a full-time startup through various programs at MIT.

For the last 3 years I’ve been fascinated with the idea of writing notes, recording knowledge, and potentially using linked notes to synthesize new information and new findings. This is why I built a fully customized publishing pipeline for my personal notes that I write in logseq. It’s been a side project that I have worked for multiple years now, and I have made it so my notes get automatically processed as I save them, and anything I mark as public gets uploaded and published on my website: denizaydemir.com. I want to continue building this system to build semantic connections, and potentially create an underlying category theory structure that could be used as a knowledge graph.

I’m also working on other projects that I expect to be quite proud of, including two theses for my two programs at MIT (one on epistemology, decision making, and category theory, and the other on how serendipity and placemaking are important for well-being in cities). I also have been making music as an amateur for years with a friend, and hope to have a release for the at project this year.

Look at the website. Pick 3 of the traits you think are most embodied in your life, and explain how*

At least two paragraphs is necessary.

Autodidactic. I cannot stop learning, and I love youtube and other similar tools for exactly that. One of the main reasons I am at MIT right now is because I went down a rabbit hole of learning about functional programming, category theory, and system design generally during my time building out products at my startup. I was always eager to figure out how we could do things better, and my philosophical perspective always had me pursuing underlying ideas. I was experimenting with meeting schedules, trying to understand what made was the optimal way to run a team, a company, build a product. I was never just a builder, I needed to always dig deeper. But that hasn’t been unique only to tech and category theory. It’s also with art, I’ve always wanted to understand music and film. I began teaching myself guitar a few years ago, picked up back up on the piano, and even got a banjo to start learning after visiting Ireland. I have been growing my knowledge of music theory. Even with more hobbyist interests like film, I’ve wanted to dig deeper: I love this movie, what are this director’s favorite movies? What are the different methodologies and schools of cinematography and composition? etc etc. It’s this craving for learning that convinced me I should dive into learning full-time again and go back to school.

Improvement. I am, to a fault, obsessed with optimization and impact. For myself, I am always trying to understand what the best balance is so that I can be most productive and do the best work I can (e.g. balancing diffuse and focused modes of work, writing a lot to make sure that my ideas don’t get lost, etc). But socially especially, I am obsessed with understanding how we can do the most good, and how I can specifically make the greatest marginal impact possible. If I work at a company that’s doing great work, but I am a cog in a machine where my value over my hypothetical replacement is negligible, then I’m not really contributing that much marginal impact. I’m the kind of person who wants to see the calculations behind whether I should be donating bed nets to save lives today, or donating to malaria vaccine lab to save some expected number of lives in the future.

Humility. It is ironic, of course, to say that one of the traits you most embody is humility. But fundamentally, I am not the smartest guy around. Everything I care about is built out of curiosity, and a willingness to listen and try to understand. Any skill I have is for thinking in systems, trying to see the forest and the trees at the same time. But at the end of the day I know I have so much I can learn from others. A lot of the personal growth I’ve experienced over the last few years after leaving my work with Hive was finding the humility to learn from others that are younger than you or less experienced in other ways. With time, I have become better at being willing to sound and look stupid for the sake of understanding things better. And while I still have a long way to go in that regard, I think it’s a critical trait towards being a life-long learner.

What important idea(s) do you believe in that very few people agree with you on, and why?

At least two paragraphs is necessary.

Non-existence of free will. I’ve held this one for a long time, and I think it’s one that generally rubs people the wrong way and for that reason it comes off as contrarian. I am not sure that I am a determinist per se, but I do believe that free will implies that there is something “spiritual” that isn’t just some combination of nature and nurture that guides our actions. There may be randomness in our actions, but I don’t think that satisfies what I would consider to be free will. From this follows naturally another idea that is somewhat controversial that I also believe: consciousness is not a distinct thing that exists outside of the physical material of the body.

Utilitarianism. I believe utilitarianism has been gaining traction, but I also believe it’s still under appreciated as a core methodology for ethical and political thinking. I believe we should be thinking about consequences and expected value of our actions in a much more quantified way than we do now. Effective altruists have talked about this for a while, but it need not be boxed to a specific movement. Overall, if we see the world as possible outcomes with different probabilities of occurring, and we see our actions as ways to change those probabilities, we simply must acknowledge that some outcomes are better than others and begin to work towards increasing the probabilities of those better outcomes.

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If you feel it better explains you, or just want to share ツ

You can see a lot more of my writing on mytr website: https://denizaydemir.com

In fact, you can read the answers to these qeustions with some inline links to more of my notes here: https://denizaydemir.com/graph/680bfde3-1d03-45fc-87cf-a46de4935812/680bfde3-74e9-4d23-9e02-1ceddeec748a/680bfde3-32ef-4dc0-97b8-4e82fb75c33c/

Any questions, comments, concerns, or suggestions/ideas?

Would be super excited to meet others who haven’t found a home in just one pigeonhole :)